Im' Nicole

bwahahaha.. feeling so so so and so happy. Animoto and Photoshop cheered me up !! haha, made another video from Animoto.com HAPPY YESH ! not just that, I'd baked a cheese cake with my mum for my bro's girlfriend. Her birthday is coming.. yupp ! we did a good job ! and then photoshoot-ed my pet dog Bok-Bok. hahaha, he is a good model !

Digital -> Lomo

wahahahaha... feeling so damned happy ! cause I finally learned to change a Digital photo to a Lomo effect photo. :) till I went to the town and look for a Wayfarers to match the Lomo effect, you know.. Lomo is kinda like film grained.. and it looks old. But the colour, COOL ! and now, I wanna add 3 more list to my WishList, I want a dSLR, Lomo Camera :), and a iMAC !!!
I want a Mac so badly... T.T too bad can't afford. DON'T BUY A VAIO or ACER or whatever except iMAC. hahaha.. since Christmas is taken, guess I need to wait for Birthday. :p

These are the picture that I changed its colour to make it look like a picture taken by a Lomo.

P/S : A Wayfarers is the type of the sunnie.

Sparkling '09 DEMO :>

Yeshh !!!!!!!!!! ITS OUT ! :) a demo video or Sparkling '09, CLICK AND ENJOY THE DEMO VIDEO !!!

Sparkling '09.

YEAH ! I am giving myself more and more challenges now, since New Year is coming so my brain suggested me to make an album of MEMORIES :) and I'll name it " ' Sparkling '09 " PLEASE PLEASE & PLEASE to my beloved friends and family, send me something you think is memorable and you wanna keep it, that would help me for a zillion !! Your SS kah, or your private photo, places that you visited... whatever lar, as you like !! make sure its something that is VIEWABLE. :D
HEHE, I just invented the LOGO of Sparkling '09. Join ME !!!

P/S : You may send me the pictures VIA

• e-mail
• MMS
• direct MSN
  

Blue.

11.27 p.m. Im moody right now, and blue. I don't know why but the blue suddenly came to me... I'm still normal for the few minutes before, and I'm laughing around with my MSN buddies.. but the blue mood just came and spoiled everything. I wanna stop it but I can't, feeling deadly that time. Changing shouout of my MSN and keep on talking bout' deadly things, and I Googled bout' dealy things to. It was so scary, for that minute.. I wish to forget everything, I wish not to know everyone, I wish Im' just living in my world and nothing around me. Just empty.. I want to shout, but I can't.. Right, who cares ?
and, I saw a question on my MSN buddy shoutout.. and asking " are you the same like other girl in the world, will people leave you because you did not fulfill their wish ? " and Im' feeling that she is asking me.. and I answered " yes, nobody is same as I am. People being friends with me just because of my ka-ching ". I don't know what the hell of what am I thinking that time, its like Im' not controling myself.. like that time, Im' begging for concern.
at the same time, I was texting with Amanda. She's stress, and she sended " I LOVE YOU " and I just asked what happened. Common, both of us facing problems. I was like insane listening to sad songs and searching for bad jokes to match my mood. The bad jokes didn't work, my eyes just read and I feel nothing. It doesn't effect me at all.
and I still remember last caroling practise at church, my mind is just " time fly so fast ". Today morning, I saw the calender is now December, and it spoils my mood, Im' feeling loosing myself, I don't want to end for this year. I don't want new year.. I don't want to be that fast.
What happened to me, and I was like watching a slide show of my friends and stading infront of my computer and enjoying the loneliness.

I don't want hate,
I don't want fate,
I don't want everything...

Don't ask why, I don't know too.

Addicted.

Im' now AFFIRMATIVELY addicted to Twillight Saga New Moon, I MEAN ALL ! You know, I was just like googled for Twillight since yesterday night till now. I even watch their previous interviews, LOVE the Best Kiss scene on MTV Movie Award !! Hottest No-kiss scene ever !! and yeaaa the best thing that I'd absorbed IS THEIR LATEST PHOTOSHOT !! very awesome and damn there are chemistry between each of them !!

yeaap, share share share !! :)

P/S: these are HD picture. I DO NOT OWN THESE PICTURES.